Good Early Morning everyone,
It is 3:48 am here in Va. and I am wide awake, the hubby and I went to a late dinner at I-Hop and it was very nice, I believe I had three cups of coffee , so that is the culprit.
So rather than toss and turn all night and wake him up I got up... It just seems like a million thoughts are running through my mind, so many things to do, much preparation before my ordination service, mentally physically and of course spiritually,
The battle lines have been drawn and it seems like everything that could go wrong is going wrong thanking God that I know that the " battle always births the Blessings "
For example, when a woman is in labor, with all the increasing intense pain and travail she endures, she knows there will be a expected end... a beautiful baby, the fruit, the reward of her womb.
Everything I have gone through in life, my childhood, ( read my independence day story on site http://samaritiandiva.com ) ,Eviction, juvenile detention, foster care, pains of hurt and rejection, the not knowings, the borderline exploitations, the hunger pains, the embarrassment , the shame, the trials and tribulations of life.
The bad relationship choices, the greed, the selfishness spirit, and even at times the lust spirit, the pain of losing a love one at the age of 31 with 4 children to raise, and the many changes I had to endure in the household of God..... God wasn't the problem, judgemental narrow minded people were, yet all theses things are my make up that are my reference point of who I am today " a brand plucked out of the fire" I can remember people saying she ain't nothing , she'll never be nothing.... ( let your haters be your motivators )
I sure they say the same thing about all of you, you see satan with his weak self is a accuser of the brethren, he loves to throw rocks at God's people and hides his hand. he doesn't play fair, so it was my pleasure and relief to everyday kick him to the curb and cling to Jesus his Word and all his righteousness. To deny the works of the world is a conscious decision , I make everyday, everyday is a dog fight, but I chose to strive to be like Christ...do I miss the mark sometimes? you Betta believe I do ... but as the songwriter said " we fall down, but we get up, for a saint is just a sinner who fell down ...but got up"
It is s my desire to use my past to help someone else, not really seeking the masses, just seeking the one .......the Words says the shepherd left the 99 and went after the lost sheep.
Well I am just rambling, thank you for listening, Derrick I went to your website and I was blessed by your series! Real Talk! thanking God for real men and women of God, that are willing to speak life into things that are dead or seem dead, I am a living witness that no matter how far you go in life without Christ He can and will find you ..... He will call you back!
Call you back to right standing, call you back to righteousness, He will take off your filthy garments of this world and dress you in a robe of righteousness...... and call you his Son and His Daughter! I love that about Jesus......that's why I love him like I do!
Everyone have a blessed weekend, leave a comment, let me know you have been blessed or encouraged! you are always in my thoughts and prayers!
It is 3:48 am here in Va. and I am wide awake, the hubby and I went to a late dinner at I-Hop and it was very nice, I believe I had three cups of coffee , so that is the culprit.
So rather than toss and turn all night and wake him up I got up... It just seems like a million thoughts are running through my mind, so many things to do, much preparation before my ordination service, mentally physically and of course spiritually,
The battle lines have been drawn and it seems like everything that could go wrong is going wrong thanking God that I know that the " battle always births the Blessings "
For example, when a woman is in labor, with all the increasing intense pain and travail she endures, she knows there will be a expected end... a beautiful baby, the fruit, the reward of her womb.
Everything I have gone through in life, my childhood, ( read my independence day story on site http://samaritiandiva.com ) ,Eviction, juvenile detention, foster care, pains of hurt and rejection, the not knowings, the borderline exploitations, the hunger pains, the embarrassment , the shame, the trials and tribulations of life.
The bad relationship choices, the greed, the selfishness spirit, and even at times the lust spirit, the pain of losing a love one at the age of 31 with 4 children to raise, and the many changes I had to endure in the household of God..... God wasn't the problem, judgemental narrow minded people were, yet all theses things are my make up that are my reference point of who I am today " a brand plucked out of the fire" I can remember people saying she ain't nothing , she'll never be nothing.... ( let your haters be your motivators )
I sure they say the same thing about all of you, you see satan with his weak self is a accuser of the brethren, he loves to throw rocks at God's people and hides his hand. he doesn't play fair, so it was my pleasure and relief to everyday kick him to the curb and cling to Jesus his Word and all his righteousness. To deny the works of the world is a conscious decision , I make everyday, everyday is a dog fight, but I chose to strive to be like Christ...do I miss the mark sometimes? you Betta believe I do ... but as the songwriter said " we fall down, but we get up, for a saint is just a sinner who fell down ...but got up"
It is s my desire to use my past to help someone else, not really seeking the masses, just seeking the one .......the Words says the shepherd left the 99 and went after the lost sheep.
Well I am just rambling, thank you for listening, Derrick I went to your website and I was blessed by your series! Real Talk! thanking God for real men and women of God, that are willing to speak life into things that are dead or seem dead, I am a living witness that no matter how far you go in life without Christ He can and will find you ..... He will call you back!
Call you back to right standing, call you back to righteousness, He will take off your filthy garments of this world and dress you in a robe of righteousness...... and call you his Son and His Daughter! I love that about Jesus......that's why I love him like I do!
Everyone have a blessed weekend, leave a comment, let me know you have been blessed or encouraged! you are always in my thoughts and prayers!
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For every person that is touched by your story,many more will come to the love of Christ.
This statement shouts truth...
"battle always births the Blessings"
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